Scott Julian
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Posted: 2024-11-12

Embracing Imperfect Decisions

In our quieter moments, we often tell ourselves that if we gather enough information, we'll find the perfect decision. But that pursuit is a mirage. The longer we hesitate, the more life slips away. True development doesn't come from perfection, it comes from choosing a path and moving forward, flaws and all.

Trying to make the perfect choice is a waste of time, and real progress comes from choosing a path and moving forward, even if it's not perfect.

"The scariest moment is always just before you start.
After that, things can only get better."
-Stephen King (On Writing: A Memoir of the Craft)

Missed Opportunities

There was a time when I believed that the wisest course of action was to wait—to gather more information, to consider every possible consequence, to construct in my mind the flawless decision, free of regret or error. How sensible, how rational it all seemed. And yet, in this careful deliberation, I found myself immobile, watching as opportunities dissolved into the past, lost not by miscalculation, but by sheer inaction.

The great irony is that certainty is a mirage, a mental construct cast upon the ever shifting sands of reality. We wait for the perfect moment, the flawless proof, the unimpeachable logic of a choice beyond doubt, yet life carries on without stopping. Circumstances evolve, new factors come into play, and the very decision we agonized over swiftly becomes irrelevant in the wake of passing time.

"In the midst of chaos, there is also opportunity"
-Sun Tzu (The Art of War)

And in that prolonged pause, countless doors quietly close, each one representing a chance that will never return. We cling to the belief that holding still might offer a clearer vantage, not recognizing that doing nothing is its own hazard. By the time our deliberations feel complete, the fleeting moment is gone, replaced by a landscape of lost possibilities. Thus, we awaken too late, left only with the distant echoes of what might have been.

Consider the simple act of reaching out to a friend, perhaps to plan a trip or catch up over coffee. We wait for the calendar to clear, for schedules to line up perfectly, for just the right mood to strike. Days stretch into weeks, and suprisingly, that friend gets busy, moves away, or shifts their own plans. The moment we once held is gone, replaced only by the lingering pang that we let something precious slip by in the name of waiting for the perfect time.

Embracing Uncertainty Leads to Progress

The difficult truth is that every decision begins in ignorance. The world does not grant us omniscience before we act, offering only the crude, incomplete facts of the present moment, mere fragments of experience from which we must build our sense of direction. In time, I've realized that only action can cut through uncertainty. Every choice leads to consequences; those consequences reveal information; and that information, in turn, refines our next steps.

It is, in essence, a process of perpetual becoming; one does not make a single grand, correct choice, but rather an endless succession of imperfect, evolving ones. To hesitate indefinitely is to surrender one's agency to the indifferent mechanisms of chance and external will.

A life governed by deliberation alone is a life spent in the waiting room of existence, where nothing is lived, only anticipated.

Choose Forward

And so, I have set aside the search for perfect decisions and chosen instead to simply decide, not rashly, but accepting that mistakes, adjustments, and re-calibrations are part of life's natural rhythm. Better an imperfect step forward than a lifetime frozen in place. Better the hard-won lessons of experience than the hollow safety of indecision. After all, the only truly irreversible choice is the one never made.

"You can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards.
So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future."
-Steve Jobs (Steve Jobs by Walter Isaacson)
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